Everytime i think i'm right turns out i'm wrong;;everytime.
i need to stop building my hopes up so high b/c they only crash & burn;
but for some reason i'm not even really expecting that much & it breaks me that i have just gotten to the point where if i'm nothing ;; i'm completley comfortable with it.
I wish i could tell you my life contained mysteries &
that my past relationships would make you jealous;
but then i would be telling you one big lie &
i'm quite sick of lying.
Yeah,i think alot.
I'm trapped in a whirlwind of thoughts;
& its not from lack of a life;
i think all the time
even when i try not to think;; i think about trying not to think.
so,its better to think & save myself the advil
Isn't it weird how you spell "arcade" it's such a fun place;
the word is just so.....dull.
Whatever;
none of the english words really fit what they are describing;;so i guess that's a logical reason there...
is arcade an english word?
kiwillshutupnow.
I feel like watching a movie;
a good funny movie that will make me feel content with my stupdity & the fact i have nothing else better to do.
[ long pause ]
i'm confusing myself with all of this.
i need to stop;;
....while i'm ahead.
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i like my pearls
